Here's a short summary of what happened since my last blog post.
NYSOS started. I realized my musical abilities as I never had before. But during that week and a half, all my activities stopped, including exercise, personal study, eating in, journalling, etc. Then Mom came to visit, which further dissolved the new patterns. By the time she left, I was pretty much back to where I'd begun the summer. Then in August I was traveling and avoiding the house, so eating out was a (admittedly decided-upon) necessity.
Dating was bizarre, but finally on 2 August I met Hannah. I had a beautiful one-month relationship with her. I decided that my standards for personal dynamics are worth sticking to. I also reaffirmed my desire and readiness to be in a relationship. And I learned that my sleep habits improve greatly with a sleep partner.
Now I'm in a new apartment, and starting a new life. I don't want to make any more excuses (viz "I'm in transition!") for why I'm not living the lifestyle (intellectually, musically, health-wise) I want to be living. So here we are, back on the blog!
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